Your Word is "Fearless" |
 You see life as your one chance to experience everything, and you just go for it! You believe the biggest risk is being afraid and missing out on something amazing. Sometimes your fearlessness means you're daring. You enjoy risky activities. And sometimes your fearlessness means you're courageous. You're brave enough to do the right thing, even when it's scary. |
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bored
- Mood: bored
In San Diego I was the planner. I had parties/BBQ like 2 times a month and I always have something to do when the weekend rolled around. Now I just find myself around these flaky ass people that have nothing better to do then to stay home and do nothing, and not want to go out and do ANYTHING. I really can't fucking stand it.
If I were back home, all I would have to say is, Carne Asada on the grill and fridge full of beer...you down? and I would have a house full of people! OMG. It really fucking bothers me. I have not made a decent friend yet and I have been here for almost a year now. The things we have to sacrifice for a good life huh?
If I were still in San Diego I would still be living with my parents making 600 dollars every two weeks and wishing with all my might to get out of there, and away from my dad's rules, but now that I am gone, I miss them. I miss him arguing with me about politics (even though I really don't care that much about them) I miss my mom freaking out over any pain or side ache I had thinking I was going to die, I miss my scatter brained friends who never really knew what they wanted but just wanted to hang out regardless the time or the place. *sight*
I guess what I am trying to say is, that I have finally realized my age today. I realized I am 25 and the chances of finding a best friend again is really slim to none. I think you reach this age in adulthood that you don't really have best friends anymore. You have friends and or people you just spend the day with. The only person I really count as my friend at all is Matt, and yea that is my boyfriend but better than nothing right?
But even that is lame right now. He has more plans and events going on in his life than I ever did. Like today for instance...he got up in the morning...went bowling with his friends and then went out to play poker...while I on the other hand invited everyone I know in AZ to come over to my house to watch the football game while I cooked dinner and got FLAKED ON ONE MORE TIME. I am really done trying now. I really am just going to throw in the towel and stop trying to make friends in this shitty town.
My plan in 2009 is to just make as much money is possible and finish paying off this house and just spoil myself with every gadget and gizmo possible. *sigh* I really fucking hate this adulthood. I really need to meet some decent people....know any?
HAHA!
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aggravated
HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT HOLIDAY!
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full
What Your Nose Says About You |
 It's likely that you'll be lucky with money, though this luck may come later in life. You are impulsive and tend to follow your heart. You are helpful and giving. You like cooperating, and you're always willing to lend a hand. You are a nosey person and a bit of a snoop. You can't help but be curious! You are a realist. You aren't much of an optimist or a pessimist. |
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curious
You Are a Werewolf |
 You are moody and easily provoked. You are highly loyal and protective of those you love. While you can be intense at times, you are generally a laid back person. But if a fight comes your way, you will fight ‘til the death if necessary. You seem normal to most people. No one understands how different you can be. It's like a switch flips for you sometimes - and then you're a completely different creature. |
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lonely
I keep meaning to come back and start up again where I left off but of coarse I get side tracked with life and I completely forget. Anyhow...it is going into month 7 of me living out here in AZ. BOY OH BOY does time go by fast! I still work at Davidson's selling guns and i has been going great for me. Matt is now the number 3 guy at his company. Making more money than I have ever seen. Kinda jealous but hey I hold my own...end of the day it all goes into the same bank account *teehee*
One sad note-we had to put our dog Shadow down over the weekend because he got hurt while we were away at work, the vet said it would be too much for him to overcome so we had to make the right choice. He was suffering enough. That is still taking time to get through. We have been trying to plan a trip out to san diego to visit the past few months but something always happens to keep us from doing that...ahhhh responsibilities and growing up...all part of life. Anyhow, just wanted to say hello to everyone. Things are going well. You should come and visit sometime...its a great town with plenty to explore. Hope to hear from you all soon!
<3 Teresita
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tired
**This is how I am feeling today....**
I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
but I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore
On a different day if I was safe in my own skin
then I wouldn't feel so lost and so frightened
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin
And I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
- Mood: lonely
ill try to put pictures up while i can, but as of right now i don't have my own personal computer. i check stuff on my phone though so feel free to keep in touch!!!
miss you and love you all!!!! xoxoxoxox
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cheerful
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